水果虫

邻居给了一粒尖不辣。熟透的果子香遍全屋子里。有点累，还没动刀。我的水果虫一放学就嚷着要开刀当午餐吃。我还是有点累。就敷衍她说吃饱才开吧。
可是这熟透的味道实在是太诱人了。虫子说给我切开吧。
我说，好吧。
虫子问是不是拿那把最利的刀？我还是敷衍的说 --是。
虫子每次听我这样的敷衍最乐了。这把利刀就似乎象征一种长大的胜利标准。
果皮可真厚。虫子用切，用锯，用tok。
我说小心你的手。
“我会的啦。”
是啦，我说的话，也是在安慰我自己我有尽本分做事。
更香的甜味冒出来了，果子还没完全露出。我也忍不住了。
也让我来插一手吧。
剖开了。虫子最喜欢把一粒粒躲着的尖不辣挖出来。我知道的，小时候，我也是喜欢这样的蹲着寻宝。有时以为没有了，挖一挖，又冒出另一颗。
大快朵颐后，虫子期待把满是湿黏黏的胶乳的双手贴着米粒，像是另类的洗手方式。

老雪柜

我一直都无法理解一个老雪柜能存在什么魅力。基本上，每一次的人工除霜，都是厨房湿淋淋的时刻。
可是，偏偏她们最期待这时刻。
今天的冰片特别厚，到了临睡前还是溶不完。
我的助手死命的在刨。
我从客厅一面走一面嚷：不要再挖了，等明天给它自己溶掉算了。
可是一到厨房，已经看到整片整片的冰块在碟子里，伴着还有那副得意的胜利笑容。
我白了一眼。。。准备闭上眼先养神，看下一幕好戏。
果然，就有人在厕所玩抛冰块，看谁的抛得远而大声，又裂的大片。
剩下的还要好好利用。比如，拿了体温计来量，看看它显示L,因为这个情况不常见，没有人发烧发到 L.
更不可以忘了拿来洗。是的，洗冰块，看看呈现的模样有多漂亮。一面洗，就一面笑着说：很美咯。哎哟原来水也有温度的。
我说：你是说自来水相比和冰，原来可以变成温温的，是吗？水大概几度？你是几度？哪，给你我的厨房温度计来开张一下，量看几度。
（此时，我的背景音乐响起：“不要浪费水呵你们。”）
有点扫兴，不过还好，冰块也用到七七八八了。

我知道那肚子里，一定在盘算着下一次除霜是几时。

老科技，新玩意。
老厨娘，新点子。
老雪柜，换不换？

buah petai

买了buah petai回家。一面剥皮，那个小精灵一面shoot老娘，全家都喜欢吃，除了你，你学吃一下啦。我白了她一眼。

Of knowing owns body and eating

Jo Von was all the while the more "spiritual" one.
When i was pregnant with her, i started to crave for pineapple which i have never like to take a single bite all through my life.
During that time too, i get nausea with cheese and dairy products which i has been craving for the past 30 years. From then on, i cut it out.
She was like always sure of what she can eat and how much to eat. She disliked mushroom but i always cut them in smaller bites and stuff in her meal. Sometimes she realized, sometimes no.
Few weeks ago i fried mee hoon with some mushroom. She took it for lunch but she got feverish during evening time and vomited. Sprout and vege and mee hoon seemed to have digested well and didnt came out, but not mushroom. Every single piece of the mushroom was out....in the complete cut pieces.

Told myself: i wont force her to take the food that her body cant take anymore. Perhaps i do not know well enough about her body as well as she is.